Friday, November 12, 2010

JIA ♥ YOU

若要计算,那么算算看悲伤了多久?
即使计算结果出来了,那又得到了什么?
能够报名参加大赛然后骄傲的上台领个大奖么?
嚄不!那么我们就开心的过吧 :))
经典的那一句话:
[ 笑要过,哭也要过,何不笑着度过?
开心要过,不开心也要过,何不开心的度过?]

今天上完课就去jusco买tomato吃~♥
啊哈~给我遇到ns朋友!我很开心呐!♥
原来她和我一样住在同一区~终于!
好久没有见到她了~真的要找她出来聚下~
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有时候太多执着反而误了自己,是时候学会放手 ♥
有时候把太多压力往自己身上丢,明知道负荷不了
真的是时候把情绪搞一搞,我不想要一直emo下去 
其实幸福就在我左右,一抬头还能看见蔚蓝的天空 :)
对自己说一声“加油”,一切都会变得更加美好 ♥

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

-friends-

朋友,你在哪里?我需要你。
原谅我的不常联络,并不代表我忘记了
在你们心里是否还记得我?哪怕只是一个小小的我.

呼~!最近压力阿压力跟着我  :/
不管了,无论如何都要振作!
情绪依然低落,我真的就快疯了

Sunday, November 7, 2010

♥ family

如果时间能慢慢慢慢的走…我真想和他们再一起更久些…
即使我们一句也不发,累得沉默我也想与他们待久一些…
我期待他们的到来,我知道他们还是会回去…只是不想那么快…
时间啊时间…说你无情又称不上…让我真的很无奈 ):
爹娘都在烦恼我的事…我希望我可以把事情办得更妥当一些~
我不想他们担心…我不想他们为我操心…我会觉得自己很不乖…
一看到他们时候我真的很开心 ♥ 我很久没有见到他们了
我们去puchong然后去sg.wang走街~以前每一次下来KL都很开心的
可是在车回着subang的时候我就想着回关丹之前要放我下车……
爸爸问哪里有东西好吃的,我知道他很饱了,只是想找个理由和借口
可以让我和他们待在一起,即使只是那一分钟 ♥
最后都没有,而且再迟些回去…天就更黑了…驾车危险
等我下次回去吧 !;D 等他们下次再来找我吧 !
终于亲手把生日卡交给妈咪了,虽然迟了好久……而且还是未完成…
但是文字都写好了!这生日卡是自己亲自做的咧!
希望妈咪会收到我心意,我知道她会的 ♥

Saturday, November 6, 2010

hand in hand

曾经以为我们会牵手走到老,这是你给我的诺言.
看见别人甜蜜的画面,回想起我们的从前.
可笑的是  只有我一个人在回味.
翻看我们旧照片才知道与昔日相比   我的笑容已不再甜.



灵感!回来啦~我爱这感觉!嘻嘻
一直保持恋爱的心情不是不错吗?干嘛我保持着失恋者的情绪.
没什么,灵感说来就来!不过我喜欢.i loving it ♥
Gossip Girl season 4 !! 狂追这欧美剧!希望Chuck 和 Blair 可以在一起!

Friday, November 5, 2010

suck eighteen.


翻阅我们过去的点滴,疼痛在我心里不停调戏
历历在目的情景,怎么说忘记就忘记?抱歉我不可以。
说我痴情我配不起,说我执著我却不想回到过去
只能收拾行李,开始一个没有你的旅行 (:


收到妈咪的call,她说这礼拜来看我!;D 兴奋!!
真的是后悔一早不买票搭巴士回家!因为我last minute才知道假期
看到facebook很多朋友的status都是写着回去hometown ):
lol.心情极度down的,O M G.
但是在今天接到妈咪的电话后,她说这礼拜来找你啊~
我开心到~爆啊!我想念的家人来找我了~我竟然一直以为明天就是礼拜天…
最近不是失眠就是心情超低的…连续三天早上6点钟才睡得着…完蛋.
昨晚我还答应妈咪早睡的咧…结果凌晨5点多才睡得着……
2010差不多就要结束了啦~我不舍得,但是今年真的是一个很烂的18岁!
算了吧,虽然18一生人只有一次,我就让自己好好的过完这剩下的2010♥
乱其八糟的18果然让我刻骨铭心!要说这真的不错吗?我并不是很想.





Caryn 和我一样经常心情很down,但我想说:
虽然我们才认识不到几久…但是有些朋友是不需用时间来衡量的
珍惜现在的我们就好,你做了什么也好,对或错,我们都不会离开你的!
人有忧点亦有缺点,包括你,做真正的自己吧 :) 或许你会更开心一些
要记住- four in one ♥ :D
(remember drink some more water and take care,patient.)

Thursday, November 4, 2010

声音


如果有一天不再听见世界的喧哗   我的心是否也会安静下来?
如果有一天不再听见你对我说的每一句   包括我爱你
会否庆幸自己已不需埋没在你我虚假的爱情里?
我不需要再听你对我说的甜言蜜语   不需要再听你的虚情假意
但我知道即使我的耳朵再也听不见任何声音   你还是在我心吵闹着


吵得你把我心想发给你的讯息都布盖了.




最近耳朵不听话还是自己不听话?
渐渐越来越严重了…我不想发生什么。
耳朵痛得连头也跟着痛了,我希望不是神经线连着的
最近的情绪不是很好但我尽力把它藏好了 (:
泪水就像是酝酿已久了,像泉水般涌出着
很多事情我真的不明白,真的真的是很不明白
对那些事情自己显得是错的人,我不应该。
或许沉默是现在所要的,如果安静真的能够解决一切
''顺其自然''里不代表坐着等其自然顺着去吧
恼人的事真的果然让人恼啊

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

o0o


所谓先撩者贱

所以你就是那一位 ‘贱人’

没有谁怕谁

只有随时奉陪 :)

o0o

我知道我不是谁但是我自认我比你还有脑
拜托你想下你自己活了多久做了多少年的人
你的脑是生满了草还是装满了沙子?脑子阻塞?
先撩者贱!你摆明就是犯''贱''!
请 你 F O C U S 好 你 自 己 的 事 情 就 好 可 以 吗 ?
干嘛去干涉别人的私事!你得空没事做?
去放屁O屎排毒啦!你的人根本就毒气毒素指数超标!
我真的不知道为什么你比我们还要大思想却是个死脑子!
还有那些不关事的凭什么在路旁拍手掌?
需要你们来掌声鼓励吗?你们算老几!
对着你们我都忍不住要动粗!你们实在是无脑到极点!
去干好你们自己的事!别人的事扯不上你!
看到别人好你会痛吗?少条毛吗?
猪嘴里说出自以为很好听的话!
但是你的幼稚行为举动实在让人看了觉得你的无知!
你把你自己的身份地位给砸扁了!死死的!
以前我看你不知道你会是这样的人
我真的来看不出你是这样的人
你让我明白一句最简单的话 
《人不可貌相》
我是不是应该要谢谢你让我知道这一句话的意思?

Hey!!! Are you raised in the barn??
Mind your own business !!!
What a stupid idiot!! Get over yourself!
Who do you think you are? It's none of your business!!
please..SHUT UP!!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

♥-sweet home-♥


♥- 终于到家了 -♥

出去读书后这次是第二次回到家

一看见自己的的家,踏进来的第一步

我的心是真的安了 (:

谢谢kok wee,xin wei 和 kb载我回来

当一过了gambang tol 时,接下来的路就是我所熟悉的

我告诉kok wee,现在在一个我熟悉而你陌生的地方

他微笑的点点头 ^^

我好想待在家里久些,久一些

妈咪以为我在外面发生了什么事情,不然怎么突然请假跑回家

其实我很想说,咪,没事 :) 我只是想家了,想你们了

学业固然重要,但你们也很重要 ♥

家就是最舒服的地方,我后悔以前总是往外跑

关丹-我长大的地方

那里到了夜晚,就已不知道还有那里好去

最后还是一个人待在房里对着电脑和4面墙

但是在家乡这里,还有我爱的大海 ♥

我可以去吹吹海风踩踩沙滩,无论快乐与否

i'm waiting both of you coming here
maomao friends :D
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:D 我的年轻漂亮美丽妈妈 ♥
- 我爱的她 -
这一次我是特地赶回来帮你化妆
我知道你的心一定在高兴
而我,也一样 (:

i love you - my mom. ♥

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

a life-when i be with "THEM" :D

a crazy night last night :X Pat,Kit and me were stay at a new cc behind the taylor university around 5am only get back >"< LOL,it's "FREE TO PLAY" :D it's just a new cc opening promotion xD Pat and me were play the 'Street Fighter' and Pat was get 'KO' with me at the same time..we laughing non-stop.after that we play the O2maria.I confess my finger is not flexible >"< i can't control well.Haha,that's why my result is too bad when i play the game.Most of the supernatural is Pat's computer made music xP When his music is stop,the whole cc is SILENT.After ah kit came and 3 of us is started the CS,it's funny and we so high when playing the game :D and most noisy we are ><" wakaka..Ah Kit was crazy and too focus to play the game,and the moment when he stand up 'M' the computer...Pat and me laughing non-stop xD weeellllll...around 5am we only sek dak back. :)) 
*sleepy*
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thanks ah kit was wake me up today and i was went to sg.wang and ts with them(include Pat :D).After we had our brunch then we walked to ktm station.It's dam*it f**king hot!!!! I tak boleh tahan lah!!!!..*skip*...when we at ts,Pat was suggest steamboat as our dinner suddenly :D it's great idea to us~!! wakaka..having steamboat with 2 of them and a cute couple ♥ i felt the couple is so funny =D Do you know that?! Ah kit's appetite is great~!!! make 4 of us become 0.0" omg,i think he was waiting second round of 'food war' but only no partner >"< i can image how much he like to eat seafood.It's his favour ♥ seafood KING he are xD Pat and me were comfirm he will become crazy if we have a sushi buffer next time xO....*skip*.....i had a great day with them ♥
just with my dude :D

Kris here :D





l like my life just because of them -♥- my lovely friends

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

mao mao ♥

Hey Girl,
all will be okay.
i'll stay beside you always
all the time..all moment when you need me.♥

JUST MOVE
JUST DANCE
friday is coming :D

-xoxo-

Monday, October 4, 2010

Sunday Life ♥

i think i did a stupid thing last night,and the reason just because of a stupid guy!!LOL..Thanks Xin Wei and Caryn stay beside encourage me and give me support.Don't worry girls,i'll be fine,i'll be okay (: but without Annie again when we had fun.So we plan go 'wek' again next time,and that time must 4 of us :D i'm felt disgrace last night.What I doing there?!Finally reach my room and slept around 5am.Damn sam fu early in the morning...felt like vomit and headache like hell.9am something hear message sound then woke up reply it.Ran to toilet N-times.Lucky i asleep around 11something and woke up at 2 something.I can felt my leg is damn pain :X No why,just tumbling N-times last night when i get drunk.Almost 4 something only sek dak go out having my brunch.Haha,go dapo McD :D After that i took my laptop go OldTown drank Root Beer Float and ate French Toast~!!Actually both of that not delicious,i don't know this OldTown what problem lah :S Finally ah kit was back from work and 3 of us(include mr.Patrick) were having dinner at a restaurant i never go before :D next time i want to try those of food at there :P After that i go Patrick's room helped him polish his nail~!! Hahaa..by the way Patrick is kind ^^ he was lend his nail let me practice,see~his nail became RED color!! ah kit told us RED COLOR so 'bei' loh...haha,Patrick can't 'JipSau' RED nail too xD ah kit was helped me disperse bruise of my leg :X i can't explain the feeling when you get disperse by him!!!!!!Aush Aush Aush!! Pain Pain Pain!!This is what i shout just now!!But thank him so much,i hope my bruise will get better then before )': I never let myself tumbling and get drunk next time.DAMN DISGRACE lah weii..LOL.My Sunday.with ah Pat and ah Kit,2 of my bro ♥






















stop thinking and care about that.
listen what XinWei remind.
listen what Caryn advise.
listen what Annie told.
without you,i'm who i'm.

Friday, October 1, 2010

confuse about my way D:

最近好像太放松自己了,肯定也肥了几斤 :X
LOL……控制啦肥婆~老师也叫瘦身了……
因为要我们穿下S-size的美容袍……我的天啊…
我一路来都是medium-size吗……medium也不行……
我真的不知道要怎样让自己瘦到穿下那S码美容袍…
算了吧 :D 其实我不是很在乎…赫赫 ♥♥
自从美容课开课后…我就在想…自己有没有选错路…
同样的,老师问为什么选择美容…我也是抄袭邻居答案 @@
其实这只是心理循环吧…刚开始化妆课时我也是这样问自己.
庆幸自己还拿捏到…只是这只是简单的开始…难的还没有到…
谢谢老师的一句鼓励和称赞,因为我真的在这方面缺乏自信心.



















thank Caryn.
and she told me four in one.four in love ♥
annie+xinwei+caryn+kris (:
if not have 3 of them stay with me all of the moment..
i don't know what i will be.
thanks all of you and i wanna tell you.
i ♥ you all.